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For the lost
December 23rd, 2020
Echoes of silence bounce off the unseen corners of the limitless void; yet with the veil so thin, I know you've heard the whisper of my thoughts in between. I know you've felt my hand reaching into the cold deep to pull you into the light and warmth. You recoil, as experience taught that it will hurt. I persist, as I want your pain to subside.
I may not have your answer, but I intend to question your question; you think you're alone, but I already stand heel to heel at your back just waiting for you to turn around. Bleeding out at the thought that I am not the savior you expected; but taking solace that I can be the voice to remind you that you are your own liberator. That you have the strength to rise, stand, and fly towards the rising sun. That you are a goddess among the godless and you remain humble; and enamors me even more.
My opinions, however, hold no weight here and are merely a distraction. Bat an eye, and I could be gone tomorrow; It would not make what I can see, any less true. So resist, if you must. In time, your time will find you; and I will be there waiting with a smile, like an old friend.
* Wow. Looking back at this....it's funny. I wrote this specifically thinking about a specific person. Almost certain they never read it, yet it's strange how that person ended up asking me out and eventually dealing out one of the most brutal heartbreaks I've ever experienced. Damn, I really had a Gallahad complex. One can't go into a relationship expecting to heal another's wounds/damage; especially if they're unwilling to do the work. I wanted to repost this specifically to call myself out for being naive.....but at the same time, forgive myself for it. Clearly, looking back at this, I asked for that pain....and I got the lesson too. There's nothing wrong with loving someone deeply; but it needs to be someone who deserves it and returns it. I will say that I will not write so callously again. Words and intention have a power all their own. Clearly.*
For the lost
December 23rd, 2020
Echoes of silence bounce off the unseen corners of the limitless void; yet with the veil so thin, I know you've heard the whisper of my thoughts in between. I know you've felt my hand reaching into the cold deep to pull you into the light and warmth. You recoil, as experience taught that it will hurt. I persist, as I want your pain to subside.
I may not have your answer, but I intend to question your question; you think you're alone, but I already stand heel to heel at your back just waiting for you to turn around. Bleeding out at the thought that I am not the savior you expected; but taking solace that I can be the voice to remind you that you are your own liberator. That you have the strength to rise, stand, and fly towards the rising sun. That you are a goddess among the godless and you remain humble; and enamors me even more.
My opinions, however, hold no weight here and are merely a distraction. Bat an eye, and I could be gone tomorrow; It would not make what I can see, any less true. So resist, if you must. In time, your time will find you; and I will be there waiting with a smile, like an old friend.
* Wow. Looking back at this....it's funny. I wrote this specifically thinking about a specific person. Almost certain they never read it, yet it's strange how that person ended up asking me out and eventually dealing out one of the most brutal heartbreaks I've ever experienced. Damn, I really had a Gallahad complex. One can't go into a relationship expecting to heal another's wounds/damage; especially if they're unwilling to do the work. I wanted to repost this specifically to call myself out for being naive.....but at the same time, forgive myself for it. Clearly, looking back at this, I asked for that pain....and I got the lesson too. There's nothing wrong with loving someone deeply; but it needs to be someone who deserves it and returns it. I will say that I will not write so callously again. Words and intention have a power all their own. Clearly.*
